Sunday, November 1, 2009


Most of you would agree that when you are with me we do a lot of laughing. A lot. But the last two days, I am just not in the mood. I want to cry. I want to stomp my foot and just throw a big tantrum. Don't you get tired of trying to avoid unpleasant feelings? I have dodged them for a while and I think it has caught up with me and I am tired. I need a friend with a nice shoulder I can cry on. It would be helpful. I'm not trying to be a downer, but this is my blog and so I guess I can write whatever I feel like writing. And right now I feel like being negative. I may not even publish this post, but I feel a little better for getting it off my chest. I think I will get in the car and drive over to Jen's. She will just have deal with me and my issues tonight. And then I will hug her and smile and promise to do the same for her soon...probably tomorrow.
Have a good night.....


  1. I'd love you to cry on my shoulder, and for that matter I might cry on yours. Give me a call friend. I'd love to talk to you, I miss you so much.

  2. Oh my Gosh!!! I could have written this blog lol I can completely relate!!!! We can cry together!!! LOL I guess we have to get hold of each other before we can cry though lol. We could always pick a day and time though and do it consecutively! :)

    LOL I Love you!!!

  3. I am sorry you are sad.... and I am sorry you didn't drive over here.... and I am sorry you are tired.... and I love you.